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Texts (emails) from an Ex

“Funny you emailed me, I actually had a pleasant memory of you come
into my mind today (I know, what a surprise, I actually have a couple
nice memories of you). It was this day you came over, and I think I
was sick or something so I couldn’t kiss you, and I showed you my
garden, proudly, and the sun hit your face just right and I realized
for the first time you had some freckles and I thought you were
radiant.”

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Wake up alone

It’s okay in the day I’m staying busy
Tied up enough so I don’t have to wonder where is he
Got so sick of crying
Run around just so I don’t have to think about thinking
That silent sense of content
That everyone gets
Just disappears soon as the sun sets

This face in my dreams seizes my guts
He floods me with dread
Soaked in soul
He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myself over him
Moon spilling in
And I wake up alone

If I was my heart
I’d rather be restless
The second I stop the sleep catches up and I’m breathless
This ache in my chest
As my day is done now
The dark covers me and I cannot run now
My blood running cold
I stand before him
It’s all I can do to assure him
When he comes to me
I drip for him tonight
Drowning in me we bathe under blue light

His face in my dreams seizes my guts
He floods me with dread
Soaked in soul
He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myself over him
Moon spilling in
And I wake up alone

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